Out of Reach – Gabrielle

When I am away from “HIM” I find myself listening to this song.  I guess it is my way of grieving. It is from my favorite movie Bridget Jones Diary.

Knew the signs
Wasn’t right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you? More

Family Photos

Here is a picture of my daughter Sarah

Confusion

Up late thinking about my failure at yet another attempt to make my boyfriend of several years happy.  Which I believe is now an impossibility.   I have to believe that his heart never really belonged to me in the first place.  I cling to the belief that if I love him long enough, hard enough, his love for me will grow.  Where have I done that before?  ( My previous marriage. )

I always cling to the belief that I am a kind person, who tries to be as selfless as I can.  I try to give what I can.  People would see that and treat me with the same kindness.  I am most often proved wrong.  I opened my home, my heart, my trust and believed that this man was the last guy, I would ever love until my grave.  At last I am wrong, I see that now. More

Online Men

After being, single for several months, I have decided to start dating again.  I have been putting myself out there to meet new  potentials.  What an experience so far, and I thought I would share some recent experiences I have been having with this endeavor.  What a treat for someone who hasn’t been on the market, emotionally or mentally for a while.

I have made a promise to myself to give out my real number to men who seem interested and attractive to me.  I have been attending classes and doing thinks that interest me, in hopes that I might meet a nice guy.  So far I have been received quite nicely.  Helps when I dress nicely and get out of the house. But that is another blog. 

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To Be 8 again!

A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, watching his  wife, who was
looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not
far off he asked what she’d like to have for her birthday.’I'd like to be eight again’, she replied, still looking in the mirror .On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Coco Pops, and then took her to Adventure World theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Roller Coaster, everything there was. More

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